wah today is nose bleed day... omg... i onli buy 3 tops n i spend 170 plus le... @@ damn... gals is always lik tat buy le den keep grumble... haha but ok la after i spend my money i still can replenish back using the ang bao money haha... hope my mother dun take =.= i love 1 of the shirt alot... but is damn ex.. $89.90... but nvm... i can earn back de haha... but something bad comes up... i haven buy my bottom... omg.. meaning i have to spend 200 over dollars?? crazy... nvm... i tin maybe wear old de ba haha... see hw... cannt anyhw spend money liao... today is stella bday wor... wish her happy bday ba... ^^ oh ya n my beloved ms tan bday... happy birthday to her too... ^^ hope she enjoy her day... see whether can giv her present on fri nt... hmm....

sher @ 11:31 PM

Nana: The woman who gave up LOVE for PRIDE.

sher @ 12:11 AM

Nana: The woman who gave up LOVE for PRIDE.

woo muz try to cut down writing npcc de thing le... nt tat gd... nt nice also... yani so npcc thing ask me for updates ok? dun read my blog for updates... haha.... wun get much from it.... today simply nth.... juz some trainings den go work... den talk again... sometimes juz feel tat if u wan ppl to listen to u.. pls try to listen to others first... dun listen juz for the sake of listening... put in more effort to listen... show some respect to the person talking... n they will giv u back the same respect... i always believed in tat.... oops told myself to cut down writing abt np things... i still write without knowing it myself... -.- okok stop... hmm was abt to die man... so busy today... my leg almost break... doing closing also almost slp... -.- zZ

oh ya haha atikah is funny today... cpr become cpu.... omg..... @@ haha... wanted to tease me but in the end kanna herself.... haha... funny.... ok la nth to say liao onli 1 word "tired".... tease her again soon haha....

sher @ 2:16 AM

Nana: The woman who gave up LOVE for PRIDE.

today... i dunno hw to express myself... i dunno y i feel sad when talking to them.... i knw all of u gt alot alot of things u all wanna say.... y i stop all of u? y i dun allow any1 to talk? cos i knw once u all start... things will get worse.... if u all had done nth wrong y muz u all scared being misunderstand? juz do n prove us wrong... actions speaks louder den words... dun tin so excuses but solutions.... so wat if i let u all talk? do u all think by talking will clear all misunderstanding? actions is the best solution.... maybe yani n some out there is right... y shld i get so stress over such things? maybe i shld let go abit too.... since all of u tin tat juz to "ta han" tat few more months n get it over n done with.... i also dun hav the mood n spirit to repeat again n again...
rather then thinking whose fault is this or tat... y nt put all tis energy into doing something to prove urself....

"ur mouth always say few more months onli.... passed out liao... juz ta han" but infact deep in all of ur heart... u all feel sad to leave... cos all of u are attached to 1 another already...

sher @ 12:40 AM

Nana: The woman who gave up LOVE for PRIDE.

saw the reply too... wat i can do is to write my thoughts again in this blog... or rather a reply back... i am nt worrying about anything and i dun have the need to be worry... and i dun ever need to be worried for CIs... cos in my responsibility... cadets is my main piority... tats y i dunwan anything to affect the cadets... u can realise tat i nv interrupe b4 wat u do... cos i trust all of u.... if u say tat i misuse my trust den i stongly disagree.. melvin say be4 there is no bad students onli bad teachers... we are nt saying that u are a bad teacher but the results is the best answer... maybe can do some reflections??

sher @ 11:11 AM

Nana: The woman who gave up LOVE for PRIDE.

juz back from work... on my laptop.... n saw it... first is JJ post.... den my dear yani post... tats when i decide no matter hw tired i am... i am needed to giv a reply... lets start by saying JJ post... i dunno how to comment on it... wat he say makes me sad because wat i can understand is... we dun understand him... dun understand his gd intention... i had said wat i wanted to say already when we are having sharing sessions... y nt we turn this round... instead of thinking we dun understand his gd intention y not say y u dun try to understand our gd intention? wat is the purpose of us doing this? it is good to stand firm on ur point of view but y not change ur point of view for a better result? u are gd being very detailed, very gd in giving ideas etc.... sometimes we realli have to admit defeat... but being defeated dun means forever... cos it is the beginning to success... i realli dunno wat n dunno how to say le cos i believed tat 1 day u will understand... cos it is the process of growing up... the day u stop learning is the day u stop leading==> james taught me tat....

next in response to yani post.... haha i was touched by wat she say.... makes me think of de days when she is still a CI... i am very attached to her.... i learned alot from her.... the encouragement she gave me when i was down... the guidance she gave me is countless.... the patience she had in me.... y?? cos she gave me believe by believing me.... from the start.... haha she had seen the worst of me during my CI life... i breakdown infront of her... but i manage to stand up again... maybe its cos of all these..... we always think the same thing.... we might have disagreement but eventually it will turn out to be disagreeing to the same thing haha.... to yani: thx ya! 2 word describe everything... =) thx for praising me too.... to be frank... i feel happy by being praise by u n mr peh... but at the same time i feel sad.... yes i succeed in my thinking... i succeed in teaching cadets the right way but i failed to guide my fellow CI thinking tat he was nt being recgonise... but in fact he was.... mr peh praised him be4... hope he still remember... i failed to make ppl understand... teaching is not hard but to make ppl understand wat we are teaching is the impt factor.. well i realli had grown haha... cos its the time for me to grow up already... yani hope to see u in camp all this.. realli had lots to talk with u... haha....

sher @ 1:44 AM

Nana: The woman who gave up LOVE for PRIDE.

piss... damn angry la... stupid idiotic guys so selfish de... i thought nan de finally gt so many ppl den can play bball liao in de end also cannt play.... gt ppl book de whole court... dunno hw to share damn... dunno need to wait till when free liao den can play ball again.... haiz.... spoil sport....
no mood to write more le..... tats all.... btw sry guys to waste u all de time here den in the end play nth... =( paiseh

sher @ 10:08 PM

Nana: The woman who gave up LOVE for PRIDE.

wohoo today damn fun haha.... but damn tired.... few hours of slp onli.... went for campcraft training tis morning... at least something is out... den next went for ice3 gathering with bosses n staff... we are being treated new york new york at amk hub... overall de food nt bad la.... so have to thank all de bosses for treating us =) next after eating we are lik dunno where to go very boring den suddenly dunno who suggest go arcade haha... i at first thought they are juz joking who knows the next min we are on our way there already haha... i was damn high la haha till theresia ask me am i drunk? -.- i nv even drink haha... so nw i knw when i am high i giv them de impression tat i am drunk -.- die... den we spend alot money lei sponser by boss omg we feel bad la... realli alot... around 70 @_@ realli need to thank them for the sponsering of the arcade "fee"...
den we play alot game.... den play the toy catcher machine... nt bad la all gt some prizes haha.... den de rest spend on games.. haha overall realli realli very fun... haha still cant imagine we went to play arcade with bosses omg.... lol.... but gathering is always fun to me... happy =)
den at nite abit irritated by the crowd haha... n finally its over... n here i am writing all de events abt today... shld be nth more already.... waiting for stella to send me de photos.... going to watch on the first beat liao but i tin hor watch a few mins i will be falling asleep liao haha

ciao....

sher @ 2:14 AM

Nana: The woman who gave up LOVE for PRIDE.

an ordinary day.... whole day almost slacking at home... doing nth... watch manga... n go crunchyroll watch show... on the first beat... de second sequence of the academy so its nice! after tat do normal thing also go work LOL... ya i consider tat as normal routine for me le... work.... its fun anyway.... fun talking haha... another outlet is coming soon le... will be at century square at tampines there... go try try.... haha....

its heart warming to knw the things tat i said realli being kept in ppl heart or rather in the mind... tats wat i call by sense of achievement ba.... de feeling is great =) makes me feel useful haha.... at least wat my seniors teach me de have nt go to waste also... its my turn to pass down everything n wait for my effort nt go to waste also =) i knw the day will come... haha...

\(^_^)/

sher @ 12:30 AM

Nana: The woman who gave up LOVE for PRIDE.

i think i am becoming more n more old le... talking more n more haha... y ar... thinkings start to change... for de better?? haha hope so.... but i am still learning... trying hard to learn.... yesterday first training of de yr.... i onli go down to talk =.= haha.... it does nt sounds bad actually.. cos i prefer it this way... talking makes me learn also... hw to talk sense into ppl haha tats wat we normally say jun zi don kou bu don shou ==> a refined human uses his/her mouth to win the battle rather den using his fists... something lik tat haha...

yani : eh eh dun say till u giving me an earful lei.... muz say u are giving me some advice -.- haha... it sounds better... save the earful to alvin n alan ba haha....

2008 NCOs way to go... a long path waiting for u.... ur journey dun end when u passed out cos all of u will be embarking to another journey with more challenges... remember: success is not about the destination but the journey =)
keep this in mind... so dun ever giv up when de journey is tough....
an advise to all of my frens too =)
although i dunno hw many ppl will be looking at this...

sher @ 2:15 PM

Nana: The woman who gave up LOVE for PRIDE.

happy new year.... a better yr for every1 of us ahead.... ^^ my new yr resolution..... a better person... ^^ de rest as normal.... let nature takes its course =)

sher @ 11:30 AM

Nana: The woman who gave up LOVE for PRIDE.

gordon is our photographer haha poor gordon..

den we went walk walk.. nth much also... abit boring haha... de count down den go home....

new yr day which is today.... today more fun cos we gt more programme to do... first we went prawning.. i caught 3! haha although nt alot but very gd liao haha... den we went to liquid kitchen to drink drank drunk hehe.... i drink sex on the beach.. quite nice.... den heniken (dunno hw to spell) den corona... den play some fun games haha.... den kanna a few forfit lol... overall quite fun... we took photos also.... but i haven get de photos yet when i get den i upload... hmm so nth much also.... hope to hav a better 2008 n throw away de bad 2007 =)

sher @ 12:20 AM

Nana: The woman who gave up LOVE for PRIDE.