Tuesday, January 22, 2008:
juz back from work... on my laptop.... n saw it... first is JJ post.... den my dear yani post... tats when i decide no matter hw tired i am... i am needed to giv a reply... lets start by saying JJ post... i dunno how to comment on it... wat he say makes me sad because wat i can understand is... we dun understand him... dun understand his gd intention... i had said wat i wanted to say already when we are having sharing sessions... y nt we turn this round... instead of thinking we dun understand his gd intention y not say y u dun try to understand our gd intention? wat is the purpose of us doing this? it is good to stand firm on ur point of view but y not change ur point of view for a better result? u are gd being very detailed, very gd in giving ideas etc.... sometimes we realli have to admit defeat... but being defeated dun means forever... cos it is the beginning to success... i realli dunno wat n dunno how to say le cos i believed tat 1 day u will understand... cos it is the process of growing up... the day u stop learning is the day u stop leading==> james taught me tat....
next in response to yani post.... haha i was touched by wat she say.... makes me think of de days when she is still a CI... i am very attached to her.... i learned alot from her.... the encouragement she gave me when i was down... the guidance she gave me is countless.... the patience she had in me.... y?? cos she gave me believe by believing me.... from the start.... haha she had seen the worst of me during my CI life... i breakdown infront of her... but i manage to stand up again... maybe its cos of all these..... we always think the same thing.... we might have disagreement but eventually it will turn out to be disagreeing to the same thing haha.... to yani: thx ya! 2 word describe everything... =) thx for praising me too.... to be frank... i feel happy by being praise by u n mr peh... but at the same time i feel sad.... yes i succeed in my thinking... i succeed in teaching cadets the right way but i failed to guide my fellow CI thinking tat he was nt being recgonise... but in fact he was.... mr peh praised him be4... hope he still remember... i failed to make ppl understand... teaching is not hard but to make ppl understand wat we are teaching is the impt factor.. well i realli had grown haha... cos its the time for me to grow up already... yani hope to see u in camp all this.. realli had lots to talk with u... haha....
sher @ 1:44 AM
Nana: The woman who gave up LOVE for PRIDE.