tis afternoon back from chalet... so tired but nv get to slp cos went out immediately to meet gm n leen.... be4 meeting them yani msg me... asking me alot of things... abt cakes haha.. ok nvm den i entertain her... although i already can guess wat is happening.... de reason for meeting gm is cos he wanted to giv me cakes... he say he bake himself de... but hor after de msg from yani... i am already suspicious i tin he failed in making so used yani to trick me in telling her wats my fav cake haha..... well nvm.... i played along.... after tat went to meet gm n leen woots.... i realli guess correct... haha i saw de polar plastic bag... i knw already lol.... den after eating we went to sgs to eat de cake... when i open de cake... i was lik very touched la....

tats half of de cake i had eaten lol.... knowing tat i am down tis few days... gm buy me tis cake n wrote cheer up... =) cool rite... realli wan to thx him for de effort... thx leen for accompanying him... thx yani for de play along... haha so happy to hav u all as my fren... realli cheer up after eating this.... sweets stuff realli helps =) but nt too much pls... will grow fat =( nt onli me need to cheer up... i realli hope both of u cheer up too..... dun giv urself unnecessary trouble to fan abt..... i alright le...... THX GM!!!! hmm den while eating =.= something unexpected happen again =.= alan dislocate his arm again!!! omg..... again...

but tis time round is more funny n tedious lol... lik going for war.... seriously lol.... after de battle.... all seems tired.... lol me too.... everything seems to be fated..... so i will juz follow fate ba...... nth much to be trouble abt...... i hope it applies to u / u too..... cheer up....

sher @ 5:36 PM

Nana: The woman who gave up LOVE for PRIDE.

stressful day.... haiz..... y make things simple complicated? every1 thought tat by talking can settle alot of things... but sometimes talking seems to onli settle de surface... love is nt a war... is nt abt winning n losing... its abt give n take.... if u dun hav de courage to love some1 den dun show it.... i onli can say pls grow up ba.... including me...

kogu is right... after hearing wat he say to me... i guess... i shld understand already.... i wanted to be protected nt be protecter.... anyway realli gt nth to say anymore... maybe in de first place... i shld nt be here.... (relevent to wat u all are thinking)... tats it.... de most painful thing is behind a smile... it seems to be crying...

sher @ 12:12 AM

Nana: The woman who gave up LOVE for PRIDE.

so tired yesterday... burned lik dunno wat.... later stella see me confirm say me again... getting darker n darker =.=

although i always say its nv too late to make changes but sometimes somethings no matter wat changes u make... it will still be too late le.... gals are realli hard to understand de... so pls dun think u realli understand gals tat much LOL... it is something all of us muz learn... learn to grow up....

sher @ 9:28 AM

Nana: The woman who gave up LOVE for PRIDE.

haiz.... although abit disappointed today.. cos de outcome is nt wat i wanted but nvm... at least they learn something more precious... hope the journey they walk through is nt wasted... but still there is a glimpse of hope...no matter wat still i wun giv up hoping... i guess de rest also....

hmmm done alot of thinking.... finally thought through le... let me be de 1 tat end tis whole thing ba.... i dunwan drag anymore le... makes me feel uncomfortable... since i am already used to such uncomfortable feeling.... it doesnt make any difference le... let me be de 1 ba... mm.... it is part n parcel of my life.. i muz learn to face it... n i hav the courage to face it =)

gf luck gals.... all eyes are looking at u all now...

sher @ 2:14 AM

Nana: The woman who gave up LOVE for PRIDE.

tml is de day le.... de day where 3 months of hard trainings results... dunno y i seems more anxious den them haha... but well i guess all of them will be hard to get into slp tonite... cos tml is their big day... finally... they ae going to hear de real sound of a horn rather den my noisy whistle... haha.... for gals 1 more week left... juz something for every1 of them... dun try ur best... but do ur best... do it... n not try it... alright? no matter wat the results are... let it be a part of your memories... n yes.. be confidence of urself... trust ur own judgement... n dun be smart alex ar... smart jiu hao hor dun act smart...

sher @ 2:08 AM

Nana: The woman who gave up LOVE for PRIDE.

wah today... nth much... juz a dramatic n shocking day lol... dunno hw to explain... but the onli thing i knw is alan hand come out of his shoulder LOL (to be specific is hand dislocate lol..) funny... but disgusting sia u can see the hole inside de skin... omg... he keep shouting pain... haha... den bring him to hospital... so funny la throughout the journey... haha but no we shld nt laugh at ppl misfortune lol... den after tat his hand back to his shoulder le... lol can talk n laugh liao lol... den me n gm was lik joking say we shld knock him unconcious den he will nt feel de pain n talk so much lol.... will do tat if gt next time haha... den alot thing happen i need to think de... wah so sian...haiz... but nvm... juz dunno all de way lol.... den today at working i learn defense sia... from my fren he damn cool la teach me some defense trick... woots nice... he is going to be my teacher to teach me defense liao wahaha...

sher @ 1:03 AM

Nana: The woman who gave up LOVE for PRIDE.

juz heard a song from leen blog... 我为什么还爱你 from mi lu bing.... the song quite meaningful...sad also... dunno y.... de lyrics.... makes me think back alot of things... but nvm... its all over le... cos i gt a better future now... but the song.. is still nice... =) haiz... anyway... today nth much... went training den meet val... lik so long nv saw her le... the times we meet is realli very little.... haiz sorry wor cos recently busy with my trainings... competition coming up... den juz nw meet her we went buy things... den we go arcade lol den play bball den of course the machine haha!! den we saw a guy kiap the winnie de pooh lik so easy lik tat... he onli use 10 dollars to catch 4!!! omg... lol den juz nice my hand gt 1 dollar i ask val wan try ma haha she say try lor... ok den we try n WITH TAT 1 DOLLAR WE CAUGHT IT HAHA... juz nw the man walk away with 4 pooh his face lik so ... dunno hw to spell... lol nvm... den after i use 1 dollar to catch it.. i tell val... haha i also can walk away with a .... face lol.... funny... den giv it to her as v day present lol hope she lik it... haha... tat shld be all for today... =)

sher @ 10:29 PM

Nana: The woman who gave up LOVE for PRIDE.

yesterday nite too tired already... so tis morning den blog... went to stella house yesterday... quite fun even though onli the four of us went.... haha we eat alot la... den they keep making fun of me =.= we talk alot sia esp vic... haha the noisest(dunno hw to spell) 1... haha after finish eating we play black jack haha kelly very funny... play 20 cent 10 cent de haha... ok nvm tats her own will lol... anyway philip play cheat de lol.... but he realli damn lucky.... at first wanted him to deal de but after 2 rounds we need to pay him double =.= no more dealing of cards from him... lol den uncle steve deal.. philip win 30 from him sia... although some is from other means @@ haha... but overall de whole card game see the 2 of them seems more exciting den playing our card haha.....

after tat me kelly vic n jb went arcade lol ya again.... i caught 2 micky n minnie wohoo so lucky den 1 banana den i winnie de pooh for pooh bor (denise) haha... my v day present for them... so funny den my dear vic was lik screaming lik dunno wat haha... so funny... after all de fun... we went to work le... lol den saw christina on de way... den we talk while on our way... alot things happen though haiz.... den went work le....

thx stella for helping us to organising de steamboat session haha... know tat u are too tired after tat n fall asleep soon le lol... THX!!

sher @ 11:45 AM

Nana: The woman who gave up LOVE for PRIDE.

woots... happy valentine's day!! tis yr de nt bad.... haha... so far realli is tis yr de best lo.... even better den going out with own bf last time -.- well... anyway... at least i gt more gifts den last time -.- haiz nw think back also sad.... nvm.. its better nw... dun look back le... look front.... today ice3 damn busy =.= non stop sia... me n qy... we are lik omg!!! lol..... so couple lik to come ice3 haha.... after tat rush back home to pray... hmm.... i tin shld be nth much.... haha... so far so gd... =) happy...

sher @ 12:51 AM

Nana: The woman who gave up LOVE for PRIDE.

hmm nv update for some time... being busy for cny thingy... haiz... being going to ppl house... n going out.... den my father keep kb... dunno wat he wan... damn... anyway... being quite a week for me... watch 2 movies in 1 row.... lol de ah long and de jay chou kungfu dunk... ah long 1 nicer cos more funny... den de jay chou 1 is being forced de cos i also dun lik him... is bo bian all buy ticket liao =.= sian... see his face lik wan slap him lik tat... so hao lian... damn... anyway for story plot i find abit lame... play bball play till so kua zhang... =.= den me n gordon tried to get something for his darling... but too bad... very hard to catch... lol nvm we try again next time.... den nv see so many bananas be4... LOL... gt big 1 gt small 1... haha.... funny.... hmm alright ba.. shld be nth le.... tired liao.... slping soon if nth else.. lol.... ciao....

sher @ 11:34 PM

Nana: The woman who gave up LOVE for PRIDE.

back from chalet.... haiz too bad i cannt stay.... otherwise will be talking overnight again... but still manage to talk be4 i leave... hav fun talking to every1 n playing with them haha... lik small kids lik tat when we play... they so crazy 1 la... =.= realli scared they kanna injured sia.... anyway its fun la.... hav fun talking also... they way they listen to my story... haha... so tired... omg... sleepy.... @@............................... Z_Z

sher @ 1:44 AM

Nana: The woman who gave up LOVE for PRIDE.

omg my leg is breaking during work... dunno y so tedious yesterday... @@ well... get to know wat is called service... even being complained by customer we also hav to smile n say sorry... tats call professional... no matter hw back my mood is still have to learn to smile when talking to customers... still learning..... cos my skin color is dark den alot ppl say i nv smile i look angry =.= so nw when talking to customer i need to smile even harder den de rest =.= wanted to be a happy gal.... carefree... juz do my job.... the feeling of missing is miserable.... =(

starry, starry night
paint your pallet blue and grey
look out on a summers day...
with eyes that know the darkness in my soul

sher @ 12:02 PM

Nana: The woman who gave up LOVE for PRIDE.

piss.... fine.. i guess i shld nt interfere with wat i am NOT suppose to interfere... maybe i shld nt change things tat i see is cannt make it... and let it happen first? is tat correct??? so for nw... maybe i will nt be so kpo liao.... gd luck...

sher @ 1:58 AM

Nana: The woman who gave up LOVE for PRIDE.