Thursday, July 28, 2011:

Its being 2 months going 3 months i had nt touch my blog... its time to update some of the stuff... first let me put in some photos of me n dear dear =)

its really unexpected that we can still be tgt after so many things happen... first few months are sweet when we had the same shift and we can meet almost everyday.. but things changes after i am being transferred to another team... we tends to quarrel more... meet less... n its nt whithin our control that i changed team.. for me.. i think we shld adapt to changes.. maybe u feel insecure without me beside u but hope u can have more faith in me... i knw i had a bad temper but i am trying my best to curb le.. but i really dun like the quarrels we had cos sometimes i really dunno issit me being unreasonable or u are giving in too much and giv me a feeling that u juz dunwan to quarrel thus give in to me.. but den the prob will still be there n we will still quarrel over the same thing... i knw everything settled le... i shld nt bring up all this in here but i am nt trying to pin point any blame on any ppl... i just want to say out all my thinkings.. u knw gals are gals... tends to think alot.. n being emotional.. i admit to that cos i am a gal too.. i dunwan u to be demoralise by what had happened... i dunwan u to treat me differently... juz treat me lik hw u used to be... except for some parts la... lol.. sometimes i also misunderstand ur gd intentions... but maybe its cos the way u bring across to me.. so nw i am also trying to understand u so that we can have less misunderstanding and work tgt to build our family... Sorry for being too demanding sometimes and always wanted to find the root to every problem because i believed that if the roots of the prob is nt removed, it will grow again... i dunwan it to happen because i am afraid of losing u...